Moments: 2000
Poems by Eden Blackthorn


The Passing of a Year
Dessert
Unhealed Wounds
A Question of Paradise
Frustrated Wanting
The Answer
Devil's Instant
Out of the Blue
Take Off Your Mask
Metal on Metal
Home Again
Ultimatum


The Passing of a Year

'They' said it was the passing of a Year...
of a Decade...
of a Century...
of a Millennium.
'They' were wrong.

It was the passing of a Year.
That much is certain.
A common event where
resolutions are made and broken.
Often in the same night.

It was the passing of a Year.
Punctuated by mass hysteria
over something called the Y2K bug
and wild claims of the end of the world.
All because of an arbitrary dating system.

It was the passing of a Year,
where everyone waited with baited breath,
watching the clock like an inheritor watches
the last breaths of a beloved, and very rich, uncle.
Both wanting, and dreading, the undeniable passing.

It was the passing of a Year,
when, on the stroke of midnight,
all was as it always has been.
Perhaps, more subdued than usual.
Depressingly anticlimactic in retrospect.

It was the passing of a Year.
That much is certain.
And, to the educated man,
it is now merely the last year...
of a Decade...
of a Century...
of a Millennium.


Dessert
You enter the darkened room unknowing of what awaits.
It is she, sprawled languidly across the satin sheets
that swirl about her form like champagne on a dessert plate
lapping at the deliciously perfumed flesh of prepared fruit.

A deliberately sensual stretch allows the champagne to flow,
revealing more of the heavy, firm but yielding flesh of softness,
topped by peaks of ripened cherries - a sight to remind you
of their sweet taste that has always wetted your appetite.

Red lips licked by a pink tongue promise delights beyond
compare as her hand slowly travels over pear shaped hips
to hint at the hidden center of this unexpected treat,
a treasure of warm, wet, ever-welcoming delight.

Feasting upon the exquisite display of flesh,
your eyes travel back up to meet hers and you know,
in that instant, the fruits of passion have reached
their peak of ripeness and silently beg to be plucked.


Unhealed Wounds

What was once thought done with,
Healed...
Over and done with.

Can be found as a hidden, weeping wound.
Covered over by a thick and numb
Scab.
Seemingly strong and indifferent.
But,
can be - all too easily - reopened by
the chance meeting,
the casual word,
or even a song on the radio.


Suddenly, what was once so strong,
Healed...
Over and done with.

Can be found as a raw, gaping wound.
Throbbing in time with a broken
heart
as crimson blood drips to the staccato
sound
of fresh tears falling to the floor.


What is smothered in a reaction (not action) to be
Healed...
Over and done with.

Can be found with the prying eye,
covered by a fresh, thick and numb
bandage
in a desperate effort to forget the
pain.
Kept company by the silent, pleading prayer,
begging that the wound be heal this time.


A Question of Paradise
From Hell we came, fleeing like the eagle in flight.
Running from legendary monsters and the Dark Knight.
The golden ring promised every whim and every delight.
Barely we escaped its beckoning call and evil might.

Sanctuary we looked for. That was what we sought.
But once again, that was not to be wrought.
Along the journey's way, it was to be a quiet spot.
It was Hell we found, populated by a dying lot.

By miracles untold, we escaped with our skin.
Much too much was lost, in this mercurial win.
Too much was seen. There was too much sin.
Too much to handle, for the man within.

A bullet to the head, shattered the fragile heart.
A soul torn a-sunder, a mind flung apart.
Pain at the core, confusion from the start.
Words fail this time, in this medium of art.

With calm head and gentle hand,
We were guided to the promised land
Of peace and safety to make a final stand,
For our ecletic, trusting little family band.

I cannot help but wonder as we travel homeward bound -
Is this paradise lost... or paradise found?


Frustrated Wanting

Want.
Need.
Crave.
Want. Need. Crave.
Want. Need. Crave!
Want.

I don't want to be in charge.
I don't want to be in control.
I don't want to be responsible.
I want...

Hold me tight. Take Control.
Reign me in. Lay me low.

I want the illusion.
I want the fantasy.
I want the fear and the desire.
I want...

White lace and black leather.
The smell of fear. The scent of heather.
Black lash to white skin.
Whispered words, sinking in.

Memories swirl in my head.
The echos surround me.
I stand on the edge of forever.
How I want!

Just -
breathe...


The Answer

"So, is it a good or bad darkness?" I asked.

Some questions

"Mine is the kind of dark that is not burdened by labeling."
Are better left
He said, "Nor by the notions of good and evil."
Unanswered
"It is simply there...to wrap me up and envelop me..."
Because you might get
"like the sweat on a lover's back"
More than you bargained for.
"in the middle of a southern summer's night."

The words evoke images.
Images of...

... two lovers entwined in an empassioned embrace.
... flesh meeting flesh as happy sounds of pleasure fill the air.
... a palpable darkness that caresses the skin with an intimate familiarity.

Breathe, woman!
I let out the breath I did not realize I was holding.
"That wasn't fair. Saying such words. Giving me these images."

"Fair has nothing to do with it." He said.
"You asked the question. I answered it."

He is right.
It is my own golden rule.
Do not ask me a question you do not want an honest answer to.

"You should see me when I'm being evil." He smirks.

No. I shouldn't.
That would leave me...

in a puddle on the floor
wanting that which
I cannot have.

Some questions are better left unanswered.


Devil's Instant
He hides in the shadows
ever watching, wanting, waiting
to tempt you in that one moment
of your greatest weakness.

A lifetime of good deeds
can be erased in the
blink of an eye
if you give into the
whispered words of dark desire.

And it will happen -
in one instant of raw emotion,
you will have to choose
at the point of no return,
your Final course.

Pray that you are strong enough
to do the right thing -
and not fall prey to your weakness.
Because, the Devil's Instant
will be your Eternity.


Out of the Blue
(For Shawn)

Out of the blue...

a voice from times past called
Out of the blue...
a voice told me he missed me
Out of the blue...
a voice asked to be forgiven
Out of the blue...
a voice offered his friendship once more
Out of the blue...
a voice quavered with hope
Out of the blue
a voice was still, waiting for my answer

What could I say...
except "Yes."


Take Off Your Mask

Take off your mask, my dear.
Take off your blindfold.
Take off your mask, my dear.
And do it because you want to...
Not because you are told.

Look at me in the face, my dear.
Look at me open and clear.
Look at me in the face, my dear.
And do it because you want to...
See exactly how I appear.

The light of day is harsh, my dear.
The light of day can burn.
The light of day is harsh, my dear.
I am still standing by your side...
Know this and learn.

The moonlight whispers promises, my dear.
The moonlight often lies.
The moonlight whispers promises, my dear.
This time, the moonlight spoke the truth.
Here I am, ever at your side.

Take off your mask, my dear.
Take off your blindfold.
Take off your mask, my dear.
And do it because you want to...
Not because you are told.


Metal On Metal

Metal on Metal
The musical clink of coins changing hands
As he seals my fate.

Metal on Metal
The loud click of manacles closing
As he shackles my wrists.

Metal on Metal
The deafening clang of the door slamming
As he locks me in the cage.

Metal on Metal
The merry jingle of the horses' reins
As he drives us on our way.

Metal on Metal
The protesting shriek of the portcullis reluctantly opening
As he leads me into his keep.

Metal on Metal
The harsh squeal of door hinges protesting
As he pulls me from the cage towards my doom.

Metal on Metal
The sharp sound of iron meeting steel
As he holds me tightly.

Metal on Metal
The dull scraping of manacles against iron rings
As he binds me fast to the cold slab.

Metal on Metal
The menacing screech of a dagger sharpened by a rod
As he reverently chants to his lost god.

Metal on Flesh
The sound of my agonized scream
As he plunges his dagger into my heart.

Flesh on Flesh
The pressing of his lips to mine in a silent kiss
As I finally escape my bonds.


Home Again

Twisting road lit only by my shining lights
and the twinkling stars above.
I know that this will not last...
this quiet desolation.

Darkened buildings upon the horizon
tell the tale of apocalyptic abandon
and the eerie shadows lingering
hint at nightmarish monsters hidden.

Onward I travel from abode to abode.
The distant hazy mist, yellowed by my solitary light,
does not prepare me for the sudden shock of white
that steals both the stars and road from me

For a moment, my heart pounds in fear
and fascination.
I can see only to the edges around my car.
Feeling...
as if I am in flight

The fog reluctantly gives way as I crest the rise,
slamming me back into the darkness and reality.
Knowing I must take care upon my treacherous
journey, I grip the wheel tighter.

My comfort in its solid touch is stolen
by the knowledge that I am no longer...
alone.
Something has followed from the mist.
I almost see it as the fog over takes me again.

Breathing shallowly, heart rising to my throat,
It stalks near me, frightened by my light...
but drawn by the irresistible scent of
fresh blood and new fear.

As the chase continues through the winding
Valley of Darkness and Fog, I wonder why
it is so much easier to see the Nightmares
than it is to see the Dreams.

Then...
I am rudely yanked from my reverie
by the sudden break in the fog and am
blinded by the vulgar light
of 'civilization.'

Reluctantly, I see I have left both
the Nightmare and the Dream behind,
in the fog,
patiently awaiting me,
to travel through their Domain once more.

I turn the corner of the well lit street,
every house looking inhabited.
As I come to a full and complete stop,
I reluctantly acknowledge...
I am home again.


Ultimatum

He watches her with a predatory patience,
this woman of velvet and steel.
She sits upon the crimson cushions of the window seat
as if she were marching to her doom.

Perhaps, one day, he will look back upon this day
and spare her a bit of pity for the position she is in.
But not now.
He will not suffer her indecision any longer.

His eyes possessively roam her svelte form,
noting how she grips her emerald dress in slender hands.
Hands that moments before,
absently pushed flaxen hair from her face.

Drawn to her slender neck.
His lip curls at its nakedness
She should be wearing his gift to her.
That is what started it all.
That is what has forced this ultimatum.

Then, the anger recedes,
allowing the predatory patience to return.
His heart thumps at her every movement.
Every parting of her soft sensual lips,
Every glance of her ice blue eyes,

His own stance speak volumes...
of power and arrogance.
of confidence and knowledge.
A man used to getting what he wants
and who only wants the best.
No matter the cost.

A difficult chase makes the victory that much sweeter.
A prize won too easily does not satisfy the needs within.
But there is a fine line between bending and breaking.
A broken toy is worthless.

This is what he craves, this challenge of Will.
Especially from one who seems so soft but
hides a Will as hard as diamond
and stubborn as a mule.

He sees the war within her,
even though her outward appearance
is one of pensive concentration
and careful control.

Finally, she looks up at him.
Though, her face is neutral,
her eyes tell him what he wants to know
and the rush of victory is intoxicating.

He has won.


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