Dreamlines... Realities Within, 2003.

19 January 2003: Mall Dog - After unexpectedly seeing my parents at a mall, I have an unpleasant encounter with a dog.
26 January 2003: Gift of Tongues - I sacrifice myself for Yony. In turn, he saves me. I end up with an unusual gift and a new insight into the universe.
02 February 2003: The Prince - I am a secret esper who runs an underground for other espers hiding from the men in black. I meet an interesting man at a Furry convention who happens to be a prince who knows true magic. We help each other with our problems.
19 February 2003: Watcher in Training - Another one from the Buffyverse. I am a Watcher in Training, sent to the alternate Buffyverse where Buffy never came to Sunnydale and the Master rose. I get off on the wrong foot and things just continue to get more difficult.
12 March 2003: Bit of an Orgy - A surreal sex dream between me and two male friends that ends when Giles (from Buffy) pops in for his turn.
22 March 2003: Mall at the Center of the Earth - A strange dream that starts with a fight, continues on a trip to the center of the earth, where we find an odd mall. Yony finds a set of physics books he wants but can't afford until he opens his mail and discovers he has a job with Google Labs.
25 March 2003: Creepy - A really awful and creepy dream that was so real I couldn't tell I was dreaming. It so freaked me out that I had to call someone just to hear a friendly voice.
22 April 2003: The Gangster's Face - Yony and I end up in a fire fight that results in me seeing the lead gangster's face. This marks me for death but Yony has an idea.
19 May 2003: Virtual Brutality - This is what I get from watching both Matrix Reloaded and Red Dragon within the same week. I and a group of people are forced into a virtual game where there can be only one survivor. Three of us set out on our own to find the way out and end up completing the first level of the game in a most brutal and bloody fashion. I can't remember the last time I had a dream that was this gorey and visceral.
11 July 2003: Dancing for Kali - A pretty interesting dream to me about three female friends and I practicing for a dance performance at an upcoming party and the resulting ritual summoning.
06 September 2003: Dream Snippets - A couple dream snippets noted down while traveling, in temp housing and finally moving into my new home.
10 October 2003: Zombies - A rather disturbing dream where the world is being overrun by smart, vicious zombies. Those of us still fighting to live have to make some hard choices. Then, when Randal Flagg shows, we vehemently oppose his idea.
14 November 2003: Sting Operation - I have the weirdest dreams sometimes. This dream involved a cowboy Middle Earth sting operation to stop the illegal ascension of the Donner Party. Starring me, Thea and Monte.
26 November 2003: Fever Dream - When I have a fever, I end up with some pretty strange dreams. This one involves a monstrous darkness at work, a pissed off momma bear outside and some co-workers who can't see either danger.
12 December 2003: Speakeasy - Fleeing from something, my friend Alex helps me out. Once he suggests how I can help him out, I discover that I already have a particular relationship with him, his wife and Gary Cole.
20 December 2003: The Time Beyond - This is an odd dream of me being a future world where I save a child, then have to endure a rite of passage to join the tribe. I succeed but it is not an easy triumph over an old foe.


19 January 2003
Mall Dog
I dreamt that Yony lived in an apartment beneath mall. It was morning and I had spent the night with him. We rode the elevator up to the first floor together. I gave him a kiss good-bye as he headed off to work. I turned and saw my parents. Both of them were working in this store. My father was instructing someone how to move TVs around. My mom seemed to be working in the gardening section of the store.

I walked over to talk to her. I noticed that her hair looked strange to me. As if it had been dyed red but had been growing out for a couple of months. Her roots were really gray. This alarmed me. It made me think that something was wrong with my mom because I know she doesn't have gray hair. Just as I was going to say something to her, I turned and saw a woman at the elevator. She seemed to be having some trouble. I was torn between talking to my mom and helping this woman.

However, my mom wandered off without looking at me. So, I walked over to help the woman at the elevator. She smiled at me as I showed her what to do. The elevator door slid open and we both paused as we saw a small collie inside. The dog was sniffing around. As it turned to look at me, it morphed into a great Dane with teeth as big as my hand and leapt at me. I screamed as it knocked me over. I tried to ward it off with my arms... and woke up with a start.

26 January 2003
Gift of Tongues
I woke up, slightly disoriented. I was not in my own bed. I was in Yony's. Then, I remembered I had spent the night. I looked around to see what had awoken me. Yony was standing naked before his open closet, not moving. I got out of bed, calling his name. He didn't answer me. This frightened me. I've always known that something lived in his closet. When I touched his arm, it was cold. When he looked at me, his eyes glowed. When he spoke to me, the voice was not his.

I demanded to know what was going on. The thing in Yony told me that Yony was no more. The body was now his. I challenged it. I swore that I would not allow this. (Not that I knew how to stop it.) We argued back and forth for a short time. Then, it asked me if I was willing to sacrifice myself to save Yony. Absolutely, I was. It asked me if I would accept this willingly. I agreed.

Yony bent and kissed me. As he did so, light flowed from his mouth and eyes into mine. I wanted to fight it but I didn't because I was saving Yony from the thing in the closet. When the light finished, I collapsed to Yony's feet and he came out of whatever daze he had been in. Apparently, he remembered everything that had just happened and knew what to do.

This next part is a little fuzzy but it involved me not breathing, Yony giving me CPR and chanting in Hebrew while making hand gestures over me. He did something to force the thing out of my body before I died. The light flowed from my mouth and he grabbed it, squeezing it until it dissipated. I suddenly started breathing again. When I opened my eyes, I saw Yony over me. I asked. "Wasn't I supposed to be dead?"

"Yes. But, I saved you and kill it... Why are you speaking in Hebrew?"

I had not realized I had been speaking in a language other than English. After that, I seemed to understand every known language that had ever been spoken. Whatever Yony had done to force the thing from me, it had also made it leave its knowledge behind. There were other things I suddenly knew and understood about the universe now. Also, I realized just how much of a mage Yony was....

FADE

2 February 2003
The Prince
I dreamt I was at a Furry Convention. There was going to be a demonstration of "true magic" there by a foreign prince. I had heard what a cold, arrogant bastard this prince was. Everyone seemed to think it was because he was royalty. I saw this man by the hotel pool. He was standing there stiffly in his rich clothing and coronet, looking distinctly unhappy. Everyone was avoiding him.

So, always one for a challenge, I decided to go talk to him. He was very aloof at first. But, once he figured out that I really did just want to talk to him and that I wasn't there to make fun of him or challenge him, he relaxed. I got him to laugh and joke with me. He thanked me for coming to speak with him and asked for my card so he could contact me again. I gave it to him.

While I was saying good bye, his assistant, an unpleasant man and his girlfriend showed up. They were very mad that someone had spoken to the Prince. They were 'worried' that the 'common' people would 'corrupt' him. In reality, I figured out that they were trying to keep the prince isolated for some odd reason. I promised myself I would look into it later. For now, I had a mission to perform.

It seemed that I was actually an Esper - telepathic and telekinetic. I was running an underground for other Espers - to save them from the government. I had gotten word that a young girl on travel had run away from her group in search of safety from the men in black. I found her pretty easily. But, she was very young - maybe 11 - and very scared. It took some time to convince her I was the good guy. Once I did, I took her home.

My home was somewhere in the woods. I had a beautiful cabin retreat with a secret underground haven. I lead her there. I had about 15 or 20 other refugees hidden there now. All between the ages of 8 and 18. I knew I would have to move them soon. This much psi power in one place was bound to attract attention.

Then, the prince called me. He had discovered something about his assistant. Something about the assistant working with the government. I told him I would be right there. [Stuff happened here. I don't remember what. It was very confused.] I arrived at the hotel and the assistant's girlfriend stopped me. She wanted to know if I was going to show the prince my magic. I was confused then worried. She seemed to know I was an Esper. I played if off but I know she wasn't convinced. The prince came out of his room and was very upset that I had not be let through. There was some tension between him and his assistant.

The prince and I talked for a bit and I revealed to him that I thought the assistant was trying to take his place, to become the new prince. He nodded, agreeing that seemed to be going on. But, he wanted to know why the assistant would be working with government people to locate my house. Alarmed, I threw caution to the wind and scanned the assistant and the girlfriend. They somehow knew about me and my kids. They were going to turn over me and my kids in order to get the government to support the overthrow of the prince.

I told the prince this, admitted I was an Esper and told him I had to go. I had to protect my kids. He wanted to come with me. I didn't want him to. He demanded to. He was a prince after all. "Real princes are the good guys." Besides, he had magic. He would help me. He would give my kids a safe haven. All we had to do was get to them first before the government did. We leapt into my car and sped down the road towards home, praying we would get there first.

FADE

19 February 2003
Watcher in Training
Another dream for the Buffy dream theme. Most likely because I had just watched 3rd season's "The Wish." I was in the alternate Buffyverse where Buffy had never come to Sunnydale and the Master had risen. I traveled to Sunnydale to meet up with Giles. I was sent there by the Council. He was to train me to become a Watcher.

Through a series of mishaps and annoyances, I arrived at Sunnydale just after sundown. The vampires were waiting for me. They knew I was coming. I got off the bus and immediately ran into them. Then, Yonatan appeared and fought off the vampires while I watched. He was doing alright but snapped at me, "A little help here." I responded, "I'm the Watcher. You're the fighter." He tossed me a weapon, telling me, "Here, you're both." I looked at the sword and shrugged. "Alright." Then, I proceeded to kick some vampire butt, decapitating two of them before getting knocked on my ass. Yony took out the last one and helped me up. "Not bad." I brushed myself off. "I'm not just a Watcher. I'm a doer, too." He grinned at me as he gave me a once over, "I'll say you are."

He took me to the library where I was immediately and severely scolded by Giles for arriving after dark. I tried to explain the car/bus trouble but he was having none of it. Finally, he relented and took me to the safe house where I would be staying. I laid down, looking up at the ceiling and realized that this safe house wasn't so safe. "I think we have bats in the bell tower." I told Giles as I could see two ubervamps crawling down the bell tower to the safe house.

Immediately, he went into action, preparing for them but as I turned, I saw Giles standing to my left where he had been to my right before. Also, he was pulling a dagger out of his hand but there was no blood. Then, I realized that it wasn't Giles but someone who looked a lot like him, just older. Then, looking around, two more men appeared. Giles stepped in before I started attacking them. It was his family; his father and two brothers - one older, one younger. "That was quick." Giles commented. "I come when my son actually calls. Besides, I have something for your trainee." His dad responded.

Just then, Xander walked in and wanted to know what was going on. Giles sent him away for some drinks and I asked him for some yogurt. I listened as I was shown a little blond girl, about seven or eight, and was told she was a potential Slayer. It was my duty to train her. Just then, I had a vision of another blond little girl being dropped off at the safe house. I got up and walked to the door, opening it. The second blond girl was there. I knew she was also a potential.

She told me she had to get her stuff from the hotel. It was getting close to sunset. So, I decided to go with her, to protect her. I knew I would have to train this one as well. We got to the hotel and gathered up her things. I noticed a 24 pack of diet coke that was about half empty and decided we needed that, too. I grabbed a couple of diet vanilla coke cans and put them in the box.

When I looked up, the sun was down. I was startled at how dark it was so quickly. I knew the hotel was not safe for either of us but neither was traveling through Sunnydale at night. The little blond girl put her hand in mine as I looked out the window, trying to decide which would be less of a danger to us both. I looked down at her, into her blue eyes, and saw just how much she trusted me to guide her safely. My heart wrenched, wondering if I was strong enough and smart enough to be her Watcher.

FADE

12 March 2003
Bit of an Orgy
I was at a big party at Bob and Robert's house. I was in the kitchen, talking to Robert when Yony came up behind me and wrapped his arms about my waist, kissing my neck. The two men exchange a knowing look and the next thing I know, I have both of them kissing and fondling me in the most intimate of manners.

I turn to look at Yony. He smiles, "This is OK, right?" I look back at Robert and nod. We're now in a bedroom. I don't know how we got there. Pretty quickly, we are all naked and I'm going down on Yony while Robert is taking me from behind. At some point, I shift up to straddle Yony, kissing him while Robert continues to have his way with me from behind. It is actually very erotic and, strangely, a very safe feeling to be sandwiched between them - having sex with one while kissing the other.

Once Robert orgasms, he slides to the side of Yony and I. I mount Yony, riding him. He rolls me over. Robert comments to Yony, "Yeah, this is as good as you said it would be." He agrees and we continue having sex in earnest with Robert stroking our bodies, occasionally kissing us, until we both orgasm.

At that point, there is a brief knock on the door before it opens and Giles pops his head in. "Oh, hello, Jennifer. I was just looking for Willow." I'm still tangled up in Yony, suddenly embarrassed. "Ah, no. I haven't seen her." Giles then comes in and closes the door. "We seem to have a bit of an orgy going on here." Nick slides to the couch as Yony and I untangle from each other. "Mind if I have a go?" Giles asks, looking at the guys who shake their heads.

Now, Yony has moved to the couch, too. Robert hands him a drink as we watch Giles undress. I pull up the sheet, now cold, watching Giles as he slides into bed with me. "She's quite good." Robert comments as Yony agrees. The two of them watching us like a show.

"I am well aware of that, Robert." Giles murmurs before turning his attention to me. He strokes my hair, then grips it tightly. "How would you like me to fuck you this time, Jennifer? Hard or soft?" Suddenly, I realize that he and I have been seeing each other off and on in dreams for ages. "Hard, I think... this time." He smiles a cruel smile, looking more and more like Ripper than Rupert, as he holds me down on the bed. "I was hoping you'd say that."

"This is where it gets good." Yony stage-whispers to Robert. The two of them clink their glasses together and watch as Ripper starts to ravish me...

FADE

22 March 2003
Mall at the Center of the Earth
I dreamt that there was a large group of people at what seemed to be a cross between a LARP and a party. I found Yony. He was sitting on the ground, outside, crying. [A female] had done something or said something to him that really hurt him. I was furious. I went looking for her. I found her standing half way up a very steep hill. I had a heck of a time getting to her. Once I reached her, I was so mad at what she had done to Yony and for having to climb this hill, that I didn't even think to sugarcoat my anger. I just let loose on her and finally told her everything that I really thought of her.

By the time I was done, Yony and found us and he had gotten over his hurt and was now angry. He finally told her everything he thought of her. I don't know what her reaction was to any of this. When he was done, the two of us continued up the rest of the hill, leaving [the female] behind. We joined up with a group of people. When I looked around, we were in a cave that was steadily going down. I realized that we were headed to the center of the earth. I'm not sure what we were going to do there. The whole group had a "road trip!" feel to it.

As we walked along, I realized that, soon, based on the physics of the center of the earth, gravity would be shifting. Just then, Nurith, who had been walking before us, started to float. She had hit the point in which gravity shifted and was just light enough that it suspended her. She was all giggly and surprised. I was like "That's nice. We've got a job to do." And as I walked by her, I hooked her legs with my arm and dragged her along like a balloon.

The center of the earth was nothing like I expected. It was... an abandoned mall. Only, not a normal mall. It was mall with no walls. Just pretend walls. The very bored mall workers looked as surprised to see us as we were to see them. They were humans with something off about them. I think it was their coloring. Yony and I immediately headed to a book store.

I started asking the book store worker what it was like to live at the center of the earth. I don't remember what he responded with. Just then, Yony walked up with a set of technical books: "Physics at the Center of the Earth." He wanted to know how much they cost in dollars. The clerk took the book, looking at it. Finally, he handed it to me and asked how much the book would cost in my opinion. "Well, it's only paperback, it's not that thick but it is technical. So, I'm guessing about $12.50 each." Yony, who was opening up his mail, shook his head. "Too much for me. There are seven in the set."

I was about to start haggling with the clerk for the books when Yony put a hand on my arm. "On second thought, I'll take the set." He handed me the letter he had just opened. It was from Google Labs, hiring him on permanent. It had a full itinerary in it. He was to fly to Tokyo for a week to meet with the CEO of Good Labs, then back home to start his internship. They had hired him for $38,333/year for the internship with promises to double that amount when he became a full time research engineer. I smiled at him, hugging him happily as he kissed me, a huge grin on his face.

FADE

25 March 2003
Creepy
Last night, I had a really creepy dream that still creeped me out in the waking realm. I had one of those dreams within dreams. I dreamt that I woke up in my room. Everything was exactly the same as it is in real life. So, I couldn't tell that I was still dreaming.

On my bed, I have one of those wedge pillows standing on end between me and the window because there is a light outside that window and it makes it too bright to sleep. I could hear something moving, breathing on the other side of that pillow. It was really scaring me because I couldn't identify it. I looked over at my clock and it was midnight. I decided that I must be dreaming because things don't go bump in the night. I tilted my pillow over, expecting it to fall on whatever was breathing over there... but it didn't. It just fell flat.

That made me think I was awake again. I looked back at the clock and the face was blank. Like there was no power to it. I knew I had to make sure that it was the clock and not the power in the apartment. I really needed to determine that because I didn't want to be late to work in the morning. So, I got out of bed and crawled to the other outlet in the room, taking the clock with me. Once there, I pulled the power cord to me. I knew something was wrong because it came too easily. I didn't pull it out of the wall. My hand found the end and discovered that it had been cut.

Immediately, I knew the thing was back. It felt "red." It was on the other side of the bed, on the floor. It's ruse had worked. It had gotten me off the bed and into its reach. I woke up, terrified, as it rushed towards me. I couldn't see it. Just feel it... and it felt "red." That's the only way I could describe it.

I was completely freaked out when I woke up. The heater, under the window, was making funky noises, contributing to fear factor. My first thought was to pack a bag and go spend the night with my lover. My second thought was that meant I'd have to get dressed. My third thought was just to call him and talk to him. His voice would sooth me.

And it did. He was totally understanding and considerate about the whole thing. We got into a completely silly discussion about the forking bunnies and why they couldn't fork themselves (they didn't exist long enough and if they did, they would over run the field). So, I suggested forking wolves to eat the forking bunnies. Evolution and nature. Somewhere in my sleep-addled brain, I was also thinking of a bunny forking a wolf and coming up with a forking vorpal bunny as a predator to the forking wolves who were eating the forking bunnies...

Needless to say, the conversation chased away the creep factor and I was able to sleep.

22 April 2003
The Gangster's Face
I dreamt that Yony and I were walking through a park, just enjoying each other's company. The sun was shining. It was a beautiful day. Suddenly, a gun fight broke out around us. We both hit the ground and I pulled out my weapon. I think it was a Colt .45. It was bigger than I liked. A black car screamed up in front of us. The doors opened up and men started firing on us and the cops around us. I fired back. In one bullet time slow motion scene, as a hail of bullets flew around us, I looked up into the face of the leader gangster. We stared at each other for what seemed like a long time. Neither of us could figure out why we were shooting at each other. Then, we both realized that I had seen his face and he couldn't let me live now.

The slow motion moment was broken by Yony grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the fire fight. We ran for a long time. Gasping and panting, I told him I had seen the gangster's face. "I know. Now, you have a death warrant on your head." "What am I gonna do? We weren't even supposed to be in that fight." "I don't know. I'll think of something." He lead me into a warehouse like barn.

That 'something' turned out to be a showdown meeting with the gangster in an abandoned warehouse. I'm not sure were Yony got the firepower, but he had at least twenty men with weapons. I was to stay hidden in the loft while he spoke to the gangster's man. The warehouse's sliding door rolled up and the black car drove in. Next to it walked about twenty mook gangsters with weapons. The car stopped in the middle of the room and the guards took up places opposite Yony's men. It looked like the beginning of a weird standoff. The car window rolled down slightly and Yony boldly walked up to it to speak to whomever was inside. I closed my eyes to pray for his safety.

FADE.

19 May 2003
Virtual Brutality
There were about ten of us in the warehouse. It looked like it was a set up for a laser tag game. Only, all of us knew differently. This was a game for keeps. Suddenly, the world shifted and we knew they had turned the game on. It was a virtual reality game where there could be only one survivor and none of us were there by choice. Six women. Four men. Immediately, one of the men took charge and started ordering us around. We were happy to obey the orders - for now. We needed to survive whatever it was they were going to throw at us before we would be safe enough to turn on one another. We all knew this.

Three of us went to secure the perimeter. As we walked out; me, a black woman and a pretty redhead, we heard the other three women talking about combining the communications equipment to get a better signal and radar for what was to be incoming soon. I thought about that as we got to the perimeter. This fence was to keep us in as much as it was to keep the 'others' out.

Why not combine our headgear and rig a signal to open the gate and escape? I thought. I turned and spoke to the other two women with me. They agreed. Here, we were trapped with the others - with friend and foe alike - to get us. We decided on a truce between us for as long as we could. Working quickly, we did exactly as we set out to do. We send a signal and opened the gate. Escaping through, we closed it behind us - for their and our protection.

Walking down the darkened road, we hitched a ride with a truck. It was weird, we all had a 'bad but right' feeling about this as we did it. [Flash to the three men in the truck - obviously bad guys - dirty and vulgar. One of them saying "Pull over. Pick them up! I'm in the mood for pussy!" The other two crudely agreed.] We got in the truck with the men. They drove us for a while then pulled over at a small house. Their intentions were clear. The other two women were afraid. "It's alright. We knew this was going to happen. It is payment for what is to come." I told them.

None of us understood my words but we all knew that they were correct. Instead of fighting, we let the men drag us off. The leader grabbed me. It was a rape. I know. I didn't see/feel it happen. I just know it happened. When it was done, the six of us reconvened. The three women half dressed and in a mess. Now was the time for things to happen. They were going to kill us. But, that wasn't right. It was time for us to kill them. The three of us took up weapons. I had a wrench. I hit my rapist a couple of times. He just laughed at me. But, he didn't attack. He was playing with me. I wasn't doing something right.

Then, I got the idea of grabbing him with the wrench. I grabbed part of his neck and he screamed in pain. I was suddenly strong. I threw him around, slamming him into walls. It felt good. "This is what we were supposed to do. It's part of the journey! The escape, the rape and now the murder!" I shouted to the other women. "We have to kill them to come into our powers." Then, each of us killed our assailants in a brutal fashion that included much gore. I killed my assailant by squeezing one side of his throat until the other side popped open, in a shower of blood, from the pressure.

Covered in blood, the three of us stood half naked in the firelight, feeling the power running through us. "We've completed the first level of the game." I told them. "Now, we go back and make sure we have no more competition." One of the women got the truck. I and the other slid in beside her. She turned the truck back towards the compound we came from. We silently sat there with blood on our faces and murder in our hearts. There was no emotion other than grim determination and the knowledge that, eventually, we would have to turn on each other.

FADE

11 July 2003
Dancing for Kali
There were four of us, Jeanne, Meredith, me and Kristie, sitting in the living room, talking about the coming performance. Mostly, we were trying to decide what I would wear. With my 1920's haircut, everyone wanted me in a flapper dress. But, since we were belly dancing, it had to have the right fringe in the right place for it to all work. We came down to a silver flapper dress of fine fabric and an actual metal chainmail flapper dress. I decided on the fabric one because it seemed more comfortable.

We moved the table in the living room and began belly dancing in a slow sensual style, the four of us in unison. The other three were wearing satin mid-thrift halter tops and matching loose pants in different colors. I stuck out but, it was not a bad thing. Then, I spun out of the circle, dancing slowly on the sideline and watched the others as they took a very ritualized pattern.

Jeanne, a redhead in blue, knelt on the floor snaking her arms fluidly. "I am Clothos. I choose the strand of life. I dance for Kali."

Meredith, a blond in black, crouched behind and slightly above Jeanne, snaking her arms in a waving pattern to Jeanne's movements. "I am Lachesis. I weave the strand of life. I dance for Kali."

Kristie, a brunette in dark green, stood behind Meredith, snaking her arms in that same fluid pattern as the other two. "I am Atrophos. I harvest the strand of life. I dance for Kali."

By now, I had become aware of some glowing in front of them, to my right. The three of them continued their arm dancing, seemingly oblivious to the energy built and the light growing. It was as if they were in a trance. I danced back in front of them and turned aggressively towards the light. Dancing fluidly, I saw that the light seemed to be a portal of swirling white and gray. Somehow, we opened it or, perhaps, it was already there, waiting for us. I intoned, "I am the blending of the Goddess; mind, body and soul. I dance for Kali!"

It was not said in an aggressive tone. More confident than challenging. By this time, Jeanne, Meredith and Kristie's eyes were glowing with a white light as they danced as a living mimic of the goddess Kali. Then, I threw a ball of energy at the portal. It flew from my sternum into the portal, causing the portal to disappear with a flash. I don't know if I was offering energy to it (or what was beyond) or if I was attacking it. I did not get the sense of being hostile. Just wary and confident.

Once the light faded away, the music stopped and the girls relaxed their poses. "That was good." Jeanne said.

Meredith nodded. "Yeah. It was. But, I think, Jenn should wear the mithril dress for the party. I think, somehow, that's more appropriate.

Kristie agreed. "I think it'll be needed."

I was still coming down from what had just happened. It was clear that they had no idea what really had just happened. I wondered what would happen if the portal opened at the party. I had to make sure that it did not. "You know guys, I think at the party, instead of stopping after the opening, we should immediately move on to the next dance. I think it would flow better."

They thought about it and nodded their agreement. "But, you'll have to take the lead, Jenn. I don't think I'm ready for it, yet." Jeanne told me.

"That's alright. It will come to you in time. I have /faith/ in you." There was a particular emphasis on the word faith and she caught it. She stepped to me and began to whisper.

FADE

06 September 2003
Dream Snippets
Here is a couple of dream snippets I had during two months I was in temp housing and moving.

Aug 23rd - I did have an interesting dream snippet about adarkjewel and lost_lethe. A friend of adarkjewel died and left her his estate. She auctioned it off and I was able to get a really nice living room set. Unfortunately, afterwards, she discovered that her friend died of the plague. So, we had to go and inoculate everyone who bought something and anyone who had visited them. I did this with the help of lost_lethe. She was one kick ass helicopter pilot. As a side note, in my dream, adarkjewel looked like sunyata_. Probably because I've met sunyata already and I imagine adarkjewel with long hair.

Sep 2nd - I crashed for about 90 minutes in which I had the most unpleasant dream of Northwest Suites trying to move someone else into my temp housing while I was still in it. They made a big deal of it, coming in to decorate the place while I slept. The new occupants came in while I was in the middle of dressing. I was very exposed and embarrassed. When I went to complain, there were huge lines all over and no one was interested in helping me. As I started to rant about it, I got a call from artistic_chaos who said, "I just wanted to tell you..." Then, there was a commotion, I missed the rest of what she said except for the last bit which was, "and, I love you." She hung up then. I was really frustrated because I -know- the rest of what she had said to me was important, too. I headed back to my temp housing, furiously packing. I almost felt sorry for the new family moving in because they weren't having a good time of things either. Then, I remembered that I was going to have to sleep in my empty house that night, all alone, and I didn't feel so sorry for them anymore. [End.]

10 October 2003
Zombies
This dream started out with me at a party. At the party, people started turning into zombies. I was one of the first people to notice it. The problem with these zombies was, to begin with, they were just as fast and smart as they were when they were alive. Just a lot more vicious and cruel. A big fight ensued until I decided that this was a losing proposition as it was. So, me and two other females decided to hightail it out of there. As we were running to the only car available, one of the other women noticed that she had been scratched or cut and, most likely, she was infected. Soon, she would be a zombie. I looked to the second woman, who was now recognizable as Heather, and as much as we didn't want to do it, we made the decision to leave the other woman behind. The third woman sighed and nodded, knowing that this was the best thing. She turned and walked away.

The car was a limo with a flat tire. Heather and I got into it and, as I started it up, I told her I could change the tire later, when we were in a less urban area and less likely to be attacked. She agreed. Unfortunately, the car wouldn't go over about 10 miles an hour. We were literally overtaken by a hoard of zombies in combat with a street gang. At that point, Heather and I decided to take our weapons and hoof it to the school. Heather's college, I believe. I guess I had been visiting her.

My weapon look like nothing more than a circle of bamboo. However, it smote every zombie I whacked with it. I'm not sure what that was all about but, that weapon was important to me.

We made it into the school where other survivors were holing up. It looked like a couple of open classrooms on the second floor. Everyone was milling around. Since I had survived several attacks, I got up on the table and started calling for people's attention - just in time for another person, a black man, to give a rousing "we can do it, we will survive" speech. He spoke better than I did. So, I decided to start shoring up the defenses. I scurried around, telling people to lock doors, post look-outs and bar windows.

As I was doing this, I noticed that both Heather and Yony were doing the same. My third party witness to this dream knew that I was not dating Yony. In this reality, he was just a good friend. In fact, I was dating Heather. Neither of these revelations surprised nor upset me as the dream watcher. They were just facts and the dream moved on.

While I was doing all of these, another woman came by with a list for my name. They decided that they needed to abandon this area. Someone was coming in with the equivalent of a Bradley but space was limited. So, they were being brutally pragmatic and taking only those people who were real survivors and were actively working to protect the group. Survival of the fittest. I looked at the list. Yony and Heather were on it. I accepted this. Since they were on, I didn't care who else was there.

I went back to patrolling. Just as I found one guy talking on a cell phone and not watching his post, we were attacked by zombies. They poured in from that spot and the ceiling - the one spot no one had thought to watch or protect. The fighting was awful. Heather and I ended up back to back, fighting off the zombies. They would dust when we killed them but there were so many.

[At this point, I forced myself awake because I didn't like the way it was going. I kept myself awake for a bit, trying to think of something else. However, when I fell back asleep, I fell right back into the same dream. Just a few minutes later.]

It seemed that we had successfully repelled the zombie hoard with minimal casualties and were tending to our wounds. Randal Flagg suddenly appeared. He was leaning against the wall. We all immediately went into defensive positions. He started talking to us, saying that this was not what he had planned. He didn't want to wipe out the human race. That would leave nothing for him to feed on. So, he was pulling back the zombie hoard just enough for us to get away in the Bradley.

We were furious because we knew this zombie plague was his fault and he had lost control of it. But, he wanted certain people to be left behind. One was the black speaker who had rallied the troops. We did disagreed and vehemently expressed our displeasure. He blocked two attacks on him. Then, I tossed a bucket of holy water on him and that really angered him. "That's enough of you for now." He glared at me and "tapped" me on the forehead (from about 5 feet away) and forced me to wake up.

14 November 2003
Sting Operation
I dreamt that Thea, Monte and I were part of an undercover group, trying to infiltrate a gang. When the dream started, it was in Middle Earth but vaguely cowboyish. Monte turned himself into Gandalf at one point, to 'prove' who he was. Then, Thea and I, dressed in peasant garb, went with two men to do some sort of errand that involved us climbing up ropes through a waterfall. Obviously, we all got really wet and our white chemise became see-through. Thea was delighted with the waterfall and how her wet clothing felt. I, on the other hand, noticed how the two men watched us. I got all protective and possessive of Thea over it. In order to protect her, I pretended to be her girlfriend. I kept my body between her and them, occasionally holding her hand or kissing her. She was surprised, but understand what was going on. Then, she played it up, embarrassing me.

When we got back to Monte and the rest, we had to prepare for the ascension ceremony that involved us following the path of the Donner party to the Donner homestead and taking their place. The point was not to eat any of the fellow party members. I remember not being too concerned with that. What I was concerned with was the role that Thea and I were to play in this - whores. Monte was the leader and there was going to be a big sting operation once we got to the homestead because, apparently, this whole Donner party ascension thing was illegal.

Once we got there, we saw that the places we were to take were to mimic murder victims. Thea and I had our arms tied behind our backs and were placed up against poles. At this point, I wearing nothing but red lace lingerie - including silk stockings, garters and high heels. However, as we were being put in place, I noticed how the men were looking at me and Monte. Monte and I realized that the sting operation had been leaked, that we and our men were in danger.

Suddenly, the whole thing broke out into a huge fight. It was night time and there were fires going. Monte was fighting 2 or 3 of them. Thea, thankfully, had gone to hide. That left me in trouble since I was almost naked with my arms tied behind my back, running away from the men who obviously wanted me for more than my smarts. I remember there was a huge fight, I got my arms free and I managed to keep the bad guys off of me, even though I was at an obvious disadvantage.

That was until Russell (a project manager from work), was called upon to pin me down so the man who was struggling with me could have his way with me. Russell was supposed to be one our side but, he gave me a "I'm stuck" look and reached out a hand to telekinetically hold me down. I knew right then, he was the one who leaked the sting operation to the bed guys and was playing both sides of the fence. Pinned down, the guy that had been so passionate about finally getting me, was right there. He pried open my knees and leered triumphantly....

Until he was smacked into next Tuesday by a 2x4 wielded by Monte, who then proceeded to do the same thing to Russell. Monte, at this point, looked like Tommy Lee Jones from "The Missing" as he reached down to help me up.

FADE

26 November 2003
Fever Dream
I dreamt I was at work, speaking with some of the more technically inclined of my co-workers (Paul, Woody, Keith). All men with good senses of humor. They wanted me to do something for them. I knew, in the end, I would do it but, for now, I was playing with them to lessen the tension. We ended up playing a weird game of tag. If they could get a coat over my shoulders, I would do the project for them. If not, I was home free.

We ran around the hallway, laughing and joking. I knew this was ok because it was after hours. I dashed past them down the hall and looked back at them. Now, Paul was shaking the coat as if it were a toreador's cape and I was the bull. I laughed, saying, "You can't get me to fall for that one." Then, something caught my attention from the corner of my eye.

I looked to my left, down the main hallway towards the lobby and saw a great darkness moving slowly towards me. In the center of the darkness were two great shining eyes. I got the impression of a great beast with horns, on all four. I didn't see this, I felt it. In its jaws was a dark haired woman, held by the scruff of her neck. I believe the beast was attempting to camouflage its approach with the woman. The darkness followed the beast, swallowing everything it passed. I was completely terrified. Panicked, I ran past my co-workers, shouting at them to run. I don't know if they did. I wasn't sticking around for that darkness to swallow me.

Once outside, where it was much cooler, I calmed and started walking down a dirt road. It was twilight and there was snow on the ground. I seem to be repeating a lecture a biologist told me about the little burrows in the lightly wooded hillside. It had something to do with the little animals digging 3 burrows and staying in only one. As I walked and watched, I saw that the biologist was right and found this fascinating.

I stopped by one and was surprised by a baby bear popping out. It ran to me and I played with it, trapping it beneath me. We were enjoying ourselves and the baby bear was happily vocalizing. I looked up to the right and way down the way the momma bear was there. I realized that she would not see me as a playmate but, as a danger. Her baby's vocalizing caught her attention.

I started to run through the trees back to the office. It was icy now. I did a whole lot of skating and sliding. The baby bear thought this was grand fun and followed me. Momma bear took a parallel course and looked really pissed off, snarling. The only thing I could think of to do was to cross the momma bear's path so the baby bear would run into her. It worked, thankfully.

I ran back into the office, coming upon some marketing people discussing the fact that some people can eat fire without knowing it. It had something to do with mercury oxide. I yelled at them about the darkness in the building and the bear outside the building. They looked at me like I was crazy. Seeing that I wasn't getting through to them, I ran down to the parking garage. I wasn't sticking around for any of it. However, as I got into the car, I saw the darkness approaching. Frantically, I turned the key but the car wouldn't start.

FADE

12 December 2003
Speakeasy
Running from someone who wants to hurt me. I run downstairs into a speakeasy. Alex is there, looking all dapper and gangster-like in a zoot suit. "Hey, doll. What's the word?" He drawls. I point at [something] behind me and he nods, taking my hand and leading me through a closet door that turns out to be a passageway. He hides me in a trunk. A few minutes later, there is noise of people searching the place and vague threats to Alex.

When all of the noise is gone, he helps me out of the trunk, then walks with me up the stairs. Now, we are walking out of a restaurant at KublaCon. I am very thankful for his help. I ask him what he wants in repayment from saving me from [something]. He winks at me. "I have a few ideas." Then, starts leading me towards his hotel room.

As we walk along, we see his wife, Johanna. I ask him, "Is this OK with her?" He calls out to her, laughing. "Johanna, do you mind if I seduce your wife?" She grins. "Not as long as I get to seduce your husband." Gary Cole walks up and gives her a kiss and me a thumbs up. I realize now, the four of us are married with Gary and I as primaries, Alex and Johanna as primaries and we two couples to each other as secondaries.

FADE

20 December 2003
The Time Beyond
I dreamt that I somehow woke up in a "time beyond" this age. I know this because the remnants of this world, broken skyscrapers, scraps of roads and other ancient modern things were around. I wandered, lost, until I heard a child scream. Running to him, I found him harried by a lone cheetah. I can't remember what I did, but I saved the child without me or him being hurt. He lead me back to his village. The people were primitive but kind. The boy's mother was grateful and adopted me into her family immediately. The little boy told the story of me saving him. All but one man seemed impressed.

Time passed and I was out in city forest alone. (The city forest was literally the forest that grew in and around the abandoned, broken city.) I had the feeling this was some rite of passage I was doing in order to become one of the tribe. Immediately, I was set upon by what looked to be all black penguins. These birds were fierce and could hope long ways. I climbed a tree next to a wall. It turned out that the wall was part of a shoe store with shoes still neatly places on shelves. I used the shoes as weapons to beat off the birds until they go away, one injured at the bottom of the tree.

At this point, I randomly note I have been wearing white gloves and have been ever since the dream started.

The noise of the struggle has brought more predators. This time, it is a trio of cheetahs. My old enemy and I recognize each other. The cheetah gives a barked order of "This one is mine." to the other two cheetahs and begins to climb the tree. We battle for hours. The cheetahs are small, only 50 pounds or so, but aggressive and this one has a grudge. He swipes at my legs, clawing them. He leaps high enough to grab my shirt sleeve to shake and tear it. I pelt him with shoes and beat him down with my hands.

I am so tired from the loss of blood and fighting. The cheetah sees this and leaps, getting a firm, painful grip on my wrist. Right then, I knew this would be the final bout. As the cheetah crushed my wrist in its jaws, I grabbed it by the throat and started choking it. It lessened its grip but still hung on. So, I grabbed it by the head and start pressing my thumb into his eye.

The observer me paused the dream to ask, "Would you really do something like that? Burst an animal's eye?"

"Yes, to save my life, I would." Was my answer.

The dream continued on and I did exactly that, pressing my thumb through the cheetah's eye and into his brain, killing him. The cheetah let go of my wrist and tumbled to the ground with a sickening thud. The other cheetahs fled. I was too tired to move at this point and in too much pain.

A bit later on, the little boy I saved shook my arm. He had climbed the tree while I was resting. I tried to move and it hurt a lot. Then, the unimpressed man climbed the tree and smiled at me with kind eyes, accepting me. I had succeeded in going into the city forest with no weapons and killing a predator. I was officially part of the tribe. As they helped me down from the tree I let out a keen of pain that matched the triumphant note being played by an unknown instrument.

FADE.


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